Well I moved up to nor-cal and it has been hard, between work and school I have no time and no energy. So this last year was hectic on me and I hardly talked and much less see my family. So while we bicker like a normal family when we are together for too long I missed them a lot. So I've been trying to spend as much time as I can with them. I feel like so much has happened and changed that she last year that I am out to find the loop with them.I feel like i do not have a place, not with my family or even in my own apartment. I am utterly lost and alone. Anyways, in my attempt to get to know my family better I have goen on a couple family outings. I even when to a soccer game.
It was really fun and I was happy to be with them, This year was rough with it being my first teaching year, but spending this time with them melted all that away.
Monday, February 24, 2014
I want to move even farther away, somewhere different where no one know my name. I want to start new away from all my thoughts. I want to sail away and drown my thoughtserase the memories, erase the past. I want a new beginning, where I love and need no one. Along in my little care, painting pictures on my walls. I want to go far, far away. Where the wind can't even find me.