Friday, December 2, 2011

Traveling the states

I don't know if most Americans travel the states. It seems like when Americans do travel it's always to other countries. The only states I have been to are: California (native), Nevada & Wisconsin.

So with my lack of interstate travel I am' hoping to travel a different state each year. So I was hoping some people could tell what cities to visit in what states and why? I'm vegan too if that matters.

Ms. D

Monday, November 28, 2011

when part of you is dying

Something is reaching in
it pulls out my slow beating heart.
I don't need it anymore.
Tears continue to flow,
a life of misery begins.

Friday, November 25, 2011


I have thoughts in my head that are just constantly circulating, never getting to a resolutions, never making a discovery, never improving. I'm tired or thinking about it but it just keeps coming back into thought no matter how much I try to push it out. I hate it.  It's a problem I can't solve, I can't get around. I don't have the solution and it's killing me. I've become numb.

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Dying soul

My soul is slowly draining away, I don't know how to tell the one I love that I don't care about monetary things.

I don't care if a person is able to support me financially or buy me fancy things. I am far from a materialistic girl what I want you cannot buy. I want a person who can love me for who I am, a person who is not intimidated by my independence, intelligence or success. I want a person who can love me for me.

I found my love, but I don't know how to ensure him that this is who and what I want. I don't want him to contemplate over not being able to support me, money doesn't buy happiness.

When we are at our best there is no "pants" of the relationship because we complement each other (at least that's what I feel). Lately we are not at our best. I don't know how to support him because he doesn't allow me to. Or maybe I just don't know how. This is why I feel as if I am slowly dying, I take no comfort in what I do through out the day. We haven't talked or seen each other and I miss him. It has reached a point that my mind feels that it is in shambles.

I don't want to call anymore or text, I feel that now I have become a nuisance because I am not doing anything to help him in the situation he is in.

This is why my soul is draining, because my heart no longer feels.

Ms. D

Monday, July 11, 2011

My second grade class.

I have a class of second grade munchkins that are the cutest and smartest kids. They are truly awesome, I could be running on 3 hours of sleep but they get my adrenaline pumping when I'm teaching. They make time fly by and don't let me get by and hold me up to promises. They are a curious bunch and draining as it can be they make me smile.

your fan,
Ms. D

Sunday, June 5, 2011


Finals are two houses down and graduation down the block,
it's time for the fast engine to come into action
speed up, finish up, don't give up
the joy is near for the end is here
this is not goodbye or farewell,
see ya tomorrow doctor, lawyer, teacher


Monday, May 16, 2011


So I bought a Bobble water bottle and I love it! Some water filters that I have come across "filter" the water but still tastes like faucet/tap water. This one takes away that taste and leaves a crisp pure water taste. It was only $11.50 in student store at my school which is cheaper than their website, but the retail stores that carry them also have them for a cheaper price. Another plus is that it is made in the U.S.A and in these times I am trying my hardest to buy products made in the US to help our economy. :)

If you spend a lot of money on water bottles buy this, it is the equivalent of 300! (and BPA free)


Sunday, May 1, 2011

Stress, stress, stress

I am running on practically no sleep and I am still not done with my work. I spent the better part of the weekend studying for my CSET this coming Saturday and I am worried. I couldn't even enjoy my niece's baptism party because I was reading articles during the party. This week is going to be jam-packed with studying and cranking out papers :(. At-least I got to spend some time with my mother even though it was mostly me with my eyes glues to the CSET study book and my mother in the same room. Something is something I guess :/ . Her sweet little heart also told me she wants to throw a graduation party for me!


Monday, April 25, 2011

Easter Sunday

Granted I am not a religions as I once was, I was a bit jealous to see other enjoying time with their family. It made me nostalgic about the time I was a little girl and the whole family gathered in the park to set up games for the kinds and be happy with one another.

So after a long day of studying and feeling a little nostalgic and wanting to see my family I arrived at home around 10p  after work tired and beat. Then I found a very pleasant surprise waiting for me on my bed that instantly lifted my spirits. My good friend (if not a best) took the time to do this. Mind you she is not my roommate so she somehow managed to get in. They are also filled with Vegan candy :D! Needless to say she is the sweetest for taking time out of her busy day to do this for me.

Your Fan,
Ms. D

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

where is all the fun?

My last quarter in school is one that i want to enjoy. However, it is already 4th week and i have been spending 4 days a week in the library, school work is swamping me and so is preparation for TFA, not to mention that they are upping my hours at work. Granted I want to make money to help my transition up north, but this is tiring.Coffee will be my new best friend.*

*I remember reading last year an article that states you can have up to four cups of coffee a day without any health risks. 

Friday, April 15, 2011

Busy Bee

I'm hearing this more now that ever, and well yes I am a busy bee. I was accepted into Teach For America and now not only do I have to balance a full course work but I also have so many things to do for the program. On top of that I am relocating to the Bay Area though I don't know the exact location yet. So to anticipate costs I have been working more hours at work. Aside from that I am also trying not to disappear completely in the social scene because who knows when I will be seeing some of my friends after I move. Also let's not forget my family who I am trying to go visit when ever I get the chance and well there's also my boyfriend who is sad and happy for me.

Until next time...

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Uncertain future

I am graduating soon and well it is time to grow up, in ten weeks I will have to be a full grownup. I feel as though I am graduating from high school though, because nowadays a B.A does not do much. The economy is bad and most of my peers along with myself are graduating with uncertainty of what lies ahead.So that means I have to return to school and earn a M.A, I only hope that by the time I complete it they do not become devalued.

Monday, March 14, 2011


For some reason I decided do take part in lent this year. I think I was religious at one point, until God did something I disagreed with. And being that me and God are friends we are allowed to disagree. For this reason I don not attend church, anyways... for lent I decided to become as raw as I possibly can, since I do not want to disappear or anything I will eat some grains, by that I mean 100% organic vegan bread and vegan dry oatmeal. Maybe I'll start listing what I eat each day, and someone out their who is raw or vegan can give me pointers.


Friday, March 11, 2011

time crunch

I promise to give this blog more love once finals are over.
"Some Cupid kills with arrows, some with traps."- Hero [Much Ado About Nothing (III, i, 106)]

Tuesday, February 15, 2011


The young boy stumbled down the green hill
As the world stopped spinning he searched with no relief
Where are thou Jill?
He searched high and low, he began to grief
Tracing his steps back up the hill
“Oh there’s Jill!” fetching the pale of water

Tuesday, February 1, 2011


Vegan-ism. Literature. Crafts. Stories of my crazy life, it will be addicting like chisme. Let's see how it goes.