I was done

September was anything but easy. I thought I left it all behind, but really it was just hidden under the mounds of stress and work that I had. Any moment that I get to myself, I get thrown back and I don't want to be there.

You left me. I was always there no matter what. In your greatest times of need when everyone turned their back and left, I stayed. Even when you wanted to give up on yourself I was there, I knew you were capable of better. When all was done,in the end, you left me when I needed you the most.