some joy?

teaching the kiddos poetry, so far it's good...

Your apologies mean nothing to me,
they have become so repetitive
the words no longer have meaning.

I'm not a game, don't play me.
You are a child still wondering lost,
while I'm in a journey of survival.

I want you by my side,
but to you that can't be done.

Sylvester

I got a guinea pig not too long ago to keep me company, but it turns out that he hates me. Sylvester keeps to himself and doesn't like to be bothered. I feed him his favorite snack (carrots) and give him lots of floor time but something about me I guess he doesn't like. I gave him some paper to burrow with and he covered up all his cage to the point where I couldn't see him or what he did. I could only hear him.

this happens with everything ...

Traveling the states

I don't know if most Americans travel the states. It seems like when Americans do travel it's always to other countries. The only states I have been to are: California (native), Nevada & Wisconsin.

So with my lack of interstate travel I am' hoping to travel a different state each year. So I was hoping some people could tell what cities to visit in what states and why? I'm vegan too if that matters.

Thanks,
Ms. D

when part of you is dying

Something is reaching in
it pulls out my slow beating heart.
I don't need it anymore.
Tears continue to flow,
a life of misery begins.

Robot Rock

numb

I have thoughts in my head that are just constantly circulating, never getting to a resolutions, never making a discovery, never improving. I'm tired or thinking about it but it just keeps coming back into thought no matter how much I try to push it out. I hate it.  It's a problem I can't solve, I can't get around. I don't have the solution and it's killing me. I've become numb.