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numb

I have thoughts in my head that are just constantly circulating, never getting to a resolutions, never making a discovery, never improving. I'm tired or thinking about it but it just keeps coming back into thought no matter how much I try to push it out. I hate it.  It's a problem I can't solve, I can't get around. I don't have the solution and it's killing me. I've become numb.

Dying soul

My soul is slowly draining away, I don't know how to tell the one I love that I don't care about monetary things.

I don't care if a person is able to support me financially or buy me fancy things. I am far from a materialistic girl what I want you cannot buy. I want a person who can love me for who I am, a person who is not intimidated by my independence, intelligence or success. I want a person who can love me for me.

I found my love, but I don't know how to ensure him that this is who and what I want. I don't want him to contemplate over not being able to support me, money doesn't buy happiness.

When we are at our best there is no "pants" of the relationship because we complement each other (at least that's what I feel). Lately we are not at our best. I don't know how to support him because he doesn't allow me to. Or maybe I just don't know how. This is why I feel as if I am slowly dying, I take no comfort in what I do through out the day. We haven't talked or seen each other and I miss him. It has reached a point that my mind feels that it is in shambles.

I don't want to call anymore or text, I feel that now I have become a nuisance because I am not doing anything to help him in the situation he is in.

This is why my soul is draining, because my heart no longer feels.

Ms. D

My second grade class.

I have a class of second grade munchkins that are the cutest and smartest kids. They are truly awesome, I could be running on 3 hours of sleep but they get my adrenaline pumping when I'm teaching. They make time fly by and don't let me get by and hold me up to promises. They are a curious bunch and draining as it can be they make me smile.

your fan,
Ms. D

Well

Finals are two houses down and graduation down the block,
it's time for the fast engine to come into action
speed up, finish up, don't give up
the joy is near for the end is here
this is not goodbye or farewell,
see ya tomorrow doctor, lawyer, teacher

xxxooo
Ms.D

Bobble

So I bought a Bobble water bottle and I love it! Some water filters that I have come across "filter" the water but still tastes like faucet/tap water. This one takes away that taste and leaves a crisp pure water taste. It was only $11.50 in student store at my school which is cheaper than their website, but the retail stores that carry them also have them for a cheaper price. Another plus is that it is made in the U.S.A and in these times I am trying my hardest to buy products made in the US to help our economy. :)

If you spend a lot of money on water bottles buy this, it is the equivalent of 300! (and BPA free)


Best
Ms.D

Stress, stress, stress

I am running on practically no sleep and I am still not done with my work. I spent the better part of the weekend studying for my CSET this coming Saturday and I am worried. I couldn't even enjoy my niece's baptism party because I was reading articles during the party. This week is going to be jam-packed with studying and cranking out papers :(. At-least I got to spend some time with my mother even though it was mostly me with my eyes glues to the CSET study book and my mother in the same room. Something is something I guess :/ . Her sweet little heart also told me she wants to throw a graduation party for me!

xxxooo
Ms.D